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Missing Jason  / VERNEAL Maze (Mother)  Read >>
Missing Jason  / VERNEAL Maze (Mother)
Tomorrow morning Aug.3rd, at a few minutes past 4 AM will be 7 years since we lost our dear son, brother and uncle. He was a joy to us all and we miss him so much. We love you forever Jason. Love, Your Family. Close
Still missing our beloved Jason  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
Still missing our beloved Jason  / Verneal Maze (Mother)
This Aug 3rd was 6 years since our sweet Jason left us, and we miss him as much as in the beginning. Things aren't the same since you left us Jason. Someday, we will see you again. God willing. Close
5 years  / Verneal Maze (mother)  Read >>
5 years  / Verneal Maze (mother)

It's been 5 years since you left son and we still  love you and miss you. You're always in our hearts. Love, Momma 

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Miss you so much  / Verneal Maze (mother)  Read >>
Miss you so much  / Verneal Maze (mother)
I miss you so much Jason, the pain never goes away. Some day, God willing we'll all be together again. Love, Mom Close
Shattered heart  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
Shattered heart  / Verneal Maze (Mother)

Please come back little Pal

Please come back and stay.

My heart is shattered like the petals

Of a rose I saw dying today.

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Three sad years  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
Three sad years  / Verneal Maze (Mother)
It's been three sad years since you left us Jason and it will never be the same again my precious son. It's hard to find the sunshine anymore the world is such a dark place. Close
Missing my wacky uncle  / Christy Ferrell (Niece)  Read >>
Missing my wacky uncle  / Christy Ferrell (Niece)

I had the opportunity to meet Jason when him and his brothers and sisters came to Canton Lake to meet my dad (Clifton).  I instantly fell in love with him his wacky ways and the faces he would make when he thought no one was looking or even when people were looking!  He had a way to make people smile and gave me a boost of confidence that I so desperately needed at that time in my life! 

I got to see Jason once again when my dad came to Okla for a visit in 2000.  Dad and I went to Bristow to see the family and have an amazing cookout.  Dad thought we were just gonna see Aunt Sandie and maybe Uncle Tom but I had talked to Aunt Sandie on the phone and we had planned  a cookout and all the kids were gonna be there.  Dad was so happy to see everyone.  We took pictures of all the kids together. 

Jason was truly an amazing person.  I tuly regret loosing contact with the family and not being there when he passed away.  I just found out a few weeks ago and just now found this site!

He will be missed and the world is a dimmer place without him in it but from what I read he left a chld behind so there is a spark of Jason for us all to love and enjoy.  I look forward to seeing you all soon!

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Another year without Jason  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
Another year without Jason  / Verneal Maze (Mother)
This is 2010 and it's going on to the third year since we lost Jason. We miss you Jason and will love you forever. It's not been the same since you left us that terrible dark morning in 2007. The world is a much darker place with you gone. There's no joy no singing no light and very little happiness in a world without you in it. Close
Happy Birthday, December 11, 2009  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
Happy Birthday, December 11, 2009  / Verneal Maze (Mother)
Happy Birthday son we miss you and love you. Mom Close
A New Year  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
A New Year  / Verneal Maze (Mother)
It's 2009 Son and another year has passed since you left us and I still miss you more each day. It still is very hard to admit that your not coming back. I will always miss and love you forever. Mom Close
Sleep tight Jason  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
Sleep tight Jason  / Verneal Maze (Mother)
Jason I haven't been able to lay you to rest yet. I see you everywhere and remember all the things you love. Peanut butter sandwiches, bananas, cooking beans. cornbread and tamale pie on an outside grill. Hunting, fishing, camping out, OU and Nascar. You loved the guitar, singing.(although you were shy about singing in front of family) southern rock music and Angela most of all.  I know you wanted to be the best husband there was and you were. And I remember the funny little things you did when you were a child.  Maybe someday I'll be able to let go and let you rest. But now it's not possible. So, sleep tight my darling until the Lord brings you home. Love, Momma Close
Fuzzy yellow chicken  / Verneal Maze (Mom)  Read >>
Fuzzy yellow chicken  / Verneal Maze (Mom)
I lost my little fuzzy yellow chicken Close
I See Jason everywhere  / Verneal Maze (mother)  Read >>
I See Jason everywhere  / Verneal Maze (mother)
I see Jason everywhere. I see his smile in his sister Sandi's smile and his neice, Sarah's smile. I see him in his brother Tom, his brother, Greg and his sister Pam. I see him in his nephew, Adam who is so much like him in ways. I see him when I hear from Angela, his wife. I see him when I see a little baby with golden hair, big blue eyes and dimples. I see him when I go through his things. So much reminds me of Jason. Things that I can't escape. Where ever I go or do, I can't escape the feeling of pain and loss that will never go away. Close
The Silver Cord  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
The Silver Cord  / Verneal Maze (Mother)
The Silver cord has broken,
A breath of life has fled,
There’s no more thoughts or dreams for him,
For he's asleep in an earthen bed.
But the ground where he does rest,
The soul's no longer there,
Tho, he endured such grief and strife,
And constant battles he did bear.
But he's not going there to carry a sword,
In a battle for his life,
for the guitar that he played in life,
He now plays for the Lord.
Now as a life force wings it's way on high,
In the glow of the sun in the eastern sky,
As the western winds blow on silver sails,
in the golden glow of the moon so pale.
The golden cup has broken, a breath of life has fled,
No more dreams and thoughts for him,
He's asleep in an earthen bed.




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Broken Chain  / Amanda Vandecar (Niece)  Read >>
Broken Chain  / Amanda Vandecar (Niece)
The Broken Chain

We knew little that morning that God was calling your name.

In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went with you the day God called you home.

You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide; and though we cannot see you, you are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same; but as God calls us one by one the chain will link again.
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Confused? / Missing Him   Read >>
Confused? / Missing Him

Where do I start?  It has been almost seven months now.  Im still in the same place when it began.  I dont know how to get over this, how to get over you.  Ive been through sadness, anger and disbelief over and over again.  Everywhere I turn I see someone that reminds me of YOU.  I smell something that reminds me of You.  I hear a song that reminds me of YOU.  I want that person walking out of the store to really be you.  I want to turn around and see you and your cocky smile sneaking up on me. I dont know how to stop hurting? 

I miss you

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Six months  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
Six months  / Verneal Maze (Mother)
Six months have gone by since we lost Jason and it still hurts as much as ever. Time is supposed to heal, but so far it's just as painful to think about him. He'll be forever in our hearts and minds. Time and space can't erase the memories. Close
Missed you on Christmas  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
Missed you on Christmas  / Verneal Maze (Mother)
We missed you on Christmas, Jason. We wish you were here to enjoy a happy new year. Love you, Mom Close
Remember Jason  / Verneal Maze (Mother)  Read >>
Remember Jason  / Verneal Maze (Mother)
"Remember him - before the silver cord is severed, or the golden bowl is broken; before the pitcher is shattered at the spring, or the wheel broken at the well, and the dust returns to the ground it came from, and the spirit returns to God who gave it." (Ecclesiastes 12:6 - 7) 

Or ever the {o} silver cord shall be loosed, or the golden {p} bowl be broken, or the {q} pitcher be broken at the {r} fountain, or the {s} wheel broken at the {t} cistern.
(o) Meaning, the marrow of the backbone and the sinews.
(p) The little skin that covers the brain, which is in colour like gold.
(q) That is, the veins.
(r) Meaning the liver.
(s) Which is the head.
(t) That is, the heart out of which the head draws the powers of life.
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Time for healing  / Verneal Maze (mother)  Read >>
Time for healing  / Verneal Maze (mother)
It's been more than a month since Jason passed away and it doesn't seem to get any better. I still see your face son, everywhere I look. I didn't know loosing someone could hurt so much. I know it's going to take a long time to heal. Maybe I never will because a part of me died when Jason did.  Close
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